thanks dear...

h.a.p.p.y

im so happy rite now

i feel im getting better rite now

thanx so much 2 my gurlfren

shed make me become happy back

thank you dear

thank you......

'BUDAK KECIK'

AIZA IZUWA HUSAIRUDIN

~i love you so much dear~

hehe~

sad.sad.sad.sad

im still confused..why its always happened to me

is it always bcoz of my fault

is it me who d one dat cant b a good friend

2 weeks ago i was so happy

as my old friend called me as dat time he needed my help

but its oke coz he was my friend

i was so happy

i was really happy

ofkoz im happy!!!!,,3 years i din met him

3 years wed lost our contact

but

d happiness was for a second

starting from 3 days ago he seems lik try 2 avoid me

din answer my called..din replied my mcj..

oke..he might b busy

yesterday he called me n ask to meet me

i agreed n happy.......

but things sumtimes can turns upside down

he wanted to see me coz he din want me to keep calling me

keep messaging him..

keep thought dat he was my friend!!!!!

is it my fault...

is it my fault...

is it my fault...

am i not a good friend.............

Tthe Forever Friends

On my own,but mostly the savannah,

Whare the tumbleweeds fade away and die,

Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,

The glistering waters of the high seas

Of which was a so far a place as of where vulture roams.

I looked around but you weren't anywhere...

You used to saythat you would never die,

But i took the wrong meaning into my heart.

Now the sea is wildwith despair,

Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,

Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.

I saw you at the end,

You and I, brother and sister of nature,

Brother and sister of heaven and earth,

You usually calmand heavenly eyes full of tears,

Bitterly falling one after one into a river,

Then the river of the life turned red in blood.

My eyes watched in horror.

Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,

You disappeared without saying Good-Bye,

Not a word came out of your mouth.

You became like desolation in its grave.

When ones the skies were a realm of stars

And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,

You were there to share the calmness;

But now i stand here in midst of the tall grass

And only the savannah remains.

miss,

hmm,,

i dunno y,,but juz....i miz 3 thins in my life,,act alot of miss,,

1st - my gurlfren,,

hmm,,,

AIZA IZUWA - i miss her so so so much,,he live in perak n i live in selangor,,it was so far!!!,,how can i meet her,,i really want to meet her,,b4,wen we was at d camp,,i was so hepi,,everyday i can meet her,,everyday i can see her,,everyday i can b beside her,,but now........everyday i cant meet her,,everyday i cant see her,,everyday i cant b beside her,,oh god!!,,i really miss her,,i wish i can b wif her every second i breath,,hmm,,i noe,,now wat can i do is believe dat shell b olwez inside my heart,,even shes not here,shell b alwez in my heart~

2nd - my bezfren,,

hmm,,

VIZENT - i miss him so so much,,i dunno y,,hes d perfect bezfren dat i ever had,,d bez fren dat i ever met,,sincerely,,i do assume him as my own brother,,i feel like he was a part of my family,,hmm,,i really miss d moment we spent wen we in camp,,d moment we practicing d perfomence,,hes a good listener,,hes a good brother,,n sumtimes hes a good motivator,,i really hope dat i can meet him once again n fer sure fer d rest of my life oso,,i really hope dat our frenship will never end,,dude~"bezfren forever oke?" =),,

3rd - ns,,

hmm,,

DESA RIMBA - i dunno y i miz d camp so much,,every time i look my ns pic,i felt lik i was about 2 cry,,i feel dat i wish i can turn bek d time 2 dat moment,,but....i noe,,it was very impossible,,all d memories dat i had der ill never vanished it from my mind,,it will b in my heart 4ever n ever,,esp when it comes 2 my frenz der,,my dormm8....my classm8...my 'persembahan' team...n d teachers der,,oh guys,,,,i miss u guyz alot,,

miss a lot.....

future....

hmm,,
act im so glad dat i got an offer to continue my study at matrix Perak..but den..im not sure wif dis decision...
i really hope act dat i will get d offer 2 continue my study at um..u noe y..hmm coz at least id been in u..n i oso think dat ill be less tougher den being in matrix..n....near wif my house..hehe~im tired being far apart wif my family act..hmmm...but den i oso feel dat it will b great if i go 2 matrix..so many reason y i feel lik dat...first,perak is a state which had gave me so many precious memories..id my camp at perak which my ns camp..it will b a pleasure if i can b at perak again..hmm..secondly,my gf (aiza izuwa) was from perak..so i think it can b a reason which i can meet my gf alwez n b close wif her alwez..n laz,my bezfren (viznet) oso from perak..i miz both of hem so so so much!!!..so i really hope dat i can meet wif them again..

but den,,
wat i really hope d most if i wish i can get through 2 continue my study at acdemy which being a pilot..coz i really2 hope dat i can b a pilot..it was my dream..
now i oni can pray fer god dat u can fulfill my dream..God~i pray fer u..hmm...d reason y i really hope dat i wanna b a pilot is my dream ever was 2 organise a (pusat yayasan anak2 yatim)..from being a pilot, so i can get much money faster 2 organise it..i really can not stand wen almost everyday i heard on tv where many babies dat nobly born in dis world were throw away lik they were not human being..wats dis!!!..they are human!!!!..pleeeeas dont throw them away lik they were not sumthing precious...they deserve 2 get a better life in dis world!!!!

hmm,,
p/s:im sorry fer those read my blog coz i bit emosional..
coz wat i wrote is wat i feel..n as wat i wrote i really mean it!!
lazly....support "KAMI PENYAYANG" campaign.....=)

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back 2 old school!!

a place where we spend tyme 2gether

c rabedah!!

my class!!

haha~

today ika,yaya n me went back 2 our primary school,,huhu~i was so excited!!,,umm,,ofkoz it was an excitement,,its SKLA man!!~haha~

hmm,,

ders quite lot of change in dat school,,as we arrived we decide 2 have our breakfast fis~haha~ofkoz at our lovly canteen,,u noe wat der was alot of food compare wif our batch,,haha,,but u noe wat at canteen we met wif c shahrir n he treat us 4 d breakfast,,~haha~wed our long conversation,,ya la,,wed nver meet 4 5 years,,so ofkoz la we got so many story,,huhu~so at der we met c sharimah,sir mie,c sarimah,c azli,huhu oso wif all d cute2 want,,ofoz d kidzzz!!!,,der were so cute!!

haha~
we oso met wif ustazah bahiyah,,haha~at laz i met wif her again,,=),,but den after dat we decided 2 t8 a walk around d school,,huhu~lot of memories we got here,,it was lik juz yesterday we went 2 dat school as a student,,haha~but now we grown up!haa!!ofkoz we met wif our lvly classm8 teacher,,c rabedah!!haha~miz her so much!!!still lik b4 ~huhu~ um most of our tyme were at d library,,haha~a place wer i spent tyme d most coz im d librarian~huhu~hmm,,we talk n talk wif ustazah n ya!we oso took a look at our old pic when we were at d primary,,ahakz!so cute=)

miss teachers...

waaa~

hmm,,

i was so sad rite now coz my lovly cute kitten had died,,=(

hmm,,

dis lil kitten we named it as obi,,seyezly my family luv it so so much,,dis week obi's age reached almost a month,,huh!!,,still a kid rite??,,hmm,,but den obi hve 2 go,,i really gonna miz it coz d moment obi grew up was wif us,,from it dunno how 2 walk till it noe how 2 walk,,hmm,,mayb obi din get chance 2 feel hows d feel wen its jump,,haha~,,but den d memories i had ill alwez remember,,

hmm,,

act i cant b sad a lot~haha~,,as u noe cat will give birth quickly~haha~,,

reunion 6 Ambitious

hmm,,

today was a very memorable n enjoying day for me n perhaps my ex-primary skewl classm8,,

venue - metropoint,kajang

date - 17/4/2010

time - depends

oke,,

today my ex-classm8 from sek.keb.leftenan adnan had organized 1 simple reunion ,,hmm,,i admit dat i arrived quite l8 from d others,,huhu =p but den sincerely when i arrived at dat KFC,i was so shocked coz i din tot dat it'll b more people coming compare from wat i tot,,hmm,,however i was so happy dat tyme,,tyme by tyme waiting for d others we argued bout wat we gonna eat,,haha~ u noe wat,,lazly from fat KFC,we change 2 eat PIZZA next 2 it,,~haha~wat an embarassed tings dat we'd done,,huhu,,but d funniest ting was d pizza din open yet,,~haha~fer us-nvm!we can wait!,,haha,,at laz it opened!!

oke,,

so,even not all of our classm8 came but it was still happening! =)

so,,after we finished our 'breakfast' (fer mostly of dem),we continued our long journey 2......metropoint!!,,haha,,act it was next 2 it,,but unfortun8ly haswan n azim cant join us coz got someting 2 do,,hmm,,its oke,,dun worry coz u guyz got our forgiveness = )

oke,,

next ting we do was playing bowling!!~haha~my fav,,hmm,,but...izzat n raiissull oso cant joined us,,umm oh yea!,,oso same wif munirah,,but den its oke,,we still continue wif our 'tournament'~haha~,,so,d game was so exciting n so happening,,plus quite annoying coz lane next 2 us was so noisy~ha3~,,so we'd make our decision 2 make noise louder den them~haha~,,hmm,,d game end wif ika as d winner wif score point of 100 ++,,hehe,,soe ika coz 4got adi =p

oke,,

next we continued 2 play at d arcade(correct me if it was a wrong spelling),,~haha~i lik play at here~=)hmm,,as usual,,so much fun can get here,,huhu~hmm,,,but at not here we want to get fun coz there waiting 4 sumting dat is karaoke!!,,hehe~,,d be z part in dis reunion fer me coz fer d whole of mylife it was my first tyme karaoke,,hehe =) hmm,,den after we hit so many songs we decided 2 take a walk 4 a while,,

oke,,

dats mean d end of our reunion,,after dat all members waent back 2 their home,,so dis is our simple reunion =)

6 Ambitious 4ever

the best present for

friends - loyalty

enemies - forgiveness

leader - services

young people - positive attitude

parents - respect and loyalty

lover - loves and trust

human - freedom